okay fine..so i'm lazy..
come on! shouldn't it be a well-known fact by now?
i'm super happy:D
just came back from a super LONGGGG date(:
heehee i can start dancing man!!
super fruitful(: it's called quality time, my dear al-al!!

oh i just saw this from karl's blog..
quite interesting.. i shall try it out! haha

RULES:
01) Bold what is true about me.
02) Underline what is half true.
03) Italicize what Iwish was true about myself.
04) Add one true thing about myself to the end of the list.
05) Readers to ask me anything about the bold/italicized/underlined.

• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses.
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is generally the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. i hope i stop consantly thinking of rubbish!
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
• I have broken someone's bones. i'm sorry..it wasn't an accident! just self-defence!
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. not ashamed..haha but yeah a secret(:
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. OUCH!
• I need/want money right now. ooh i seriously don't mind(: who would anyway?!
• I love sushi.
• I can talk really fast. i guess so..i can still remember in primary5/6 i said "急得像热锅上的蚂蚁" super fast n yet clear..cos it was a rapid fire quiz then i wanted to get the point so i won't lose! haha
• I have long hair.
• I have owed loansharks before/still owing currently.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S. taiwan, if i'm not wrong? or is it singapore? :/
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look. just normal. don't really put so much though into stuff like that
• I have lied in the last 6 months. haha how about over the topic of ben? yikes! sorry:(
• I am usually pessimistic. i'm super optimistic! maybe its cos i forget too easily:/
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate. not exactly a roommate..but like we shared a bed and stuff etc etc
• I have a hidden talent. duh! just that its still hidden within me? haha TALK SHOW, px!!
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. hahahah nope! mostly at night! and sometimes just randomly..and i've got testimonials to prove it! (courtesy of yuenteng, jiayin, seb, etc)
• I have a lot of friends. define 'a lot'?! i'm an easily satisfied person(:
• I have kissed someone of the same sex. haha she kissed me!
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• I love to shop and/or window shop. yeap! somehow..thanks to oka, my girlfriend(:
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer. my dream(: haha but depends on mood and feel and people and situation and all..
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. HOW?!
• I want to have children in the future. i haven't though so far off yet..
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn. although i know i'm AWESOME and all..
• I am shy around the opposite sex. RUBBISH! SHY?! CRAZY!
• I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved.
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before. in my life, i want to try it once! ..just to see what it's like..
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. i'm a good girl okay!
• I own the "South Park" movie. what's that?!
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be Online.
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s). DIE?! woah! maybe..hopefully it's not some stupid reason!
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
• I have dated a close friend's ex. i already said that i'm a good girl!
• I am happy at this moment. its 10:46pm!!
• I'm obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger. definitely not younger..but slightly older or same age..
• I study for tests most of the time. try my best to(:
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. huh?! who cares?
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job.
• I am comfortable with who I am right now.
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can.
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles. so cuteee!!!!!
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
• I am proficient on a musical instrument. HUGE PLANS,px?!
• I hate office jobs.
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro. what in the world is this?!
• I have thrown up from crying too much. same prob as seb..can't cry:(
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors. i like RED, GREEN, ORANGE, BLACK, BROWN, WHITE!!
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse.
• I still have every journal I've ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I tend to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. not intentional..
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous.
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. pillows are not animals..but i have tons of pillows on my bed with me(:
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. what? the weird people that add/talk to me?
• I have lived in either three different states or countries. more than that! there's taiwan, thailand, vietnam, canada..
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before.
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. i don't really know?
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
• I can speak more than one language. english, chinese?, german, hokkien(a little)
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. what's all-nighter?
• I have no piercings.
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and I am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. why cry? i don't understand..just wondered cos i was bored and in my own world haha
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories.
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. boys don't need to sit properly and have someone bother about how you dress or whatever..throw on something and it'll look good! hmpfh. unfair!
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry that something significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint. haha i DO NOT feel faint! crazy!
• I love Harry Potter. never read the books..only seen the first show.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I cannot stand people who walk incredibly slow.
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work.
• To me, procrastination is like a disease.
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. one-word: eew
• I am a typical Gemini born. gemini?! so random?!
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast.
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day.
• I always have to spell my (real) name.
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy/girl every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of. watermelon bear! and my sheep!
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair. definitely NOT.
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies. depends..
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character.
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily. depends on who, etc
• My computer and harddrive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I prefer to buy CDs than download music, free or otherwise. unless i only like 1 or 2 songs..
• I haven't had my first kiss yet.
• I have had teeth pulled. all along been pulled out by myself..only for braces were they pulled professionally
• I listen to music in at least five different languages.
• I think boys/guys/men are icky.
• I think girls/gals/women are icky.
• I prefer dim lights or candlelight to bright lights.
• I fully acknowledge that I love lame jokes, because they're lame.
• I get happy when I buy food on sale.
• Desperate to find where I belong.
• I am a home-owner.
• I more often feel like an outsider than that I belong.
• I'm very spiritual, but not religious at all.
• I've been to 10+ concerts in my life.
• I worry a lot about my future, but at the end of the day, I know I'm going to get everything I'm working for.
• I can just laugh for no reason at all.
• I'd rather be told I'm funny than be told I'm smart. depends a lot on situation..
• I don't actually dress-up to go nowhere, unless I'm supposed to impress someone.
• I prefer savoury stuff to sweet stuff. i like sweet and sour! hate salty!
• I think I still like him, a lot. actually, more like i know i still like him(: and i do!!
• I like guys with braces.
• I belong to a family of HULKS..consisting of Incredible Invisible Hulk (me!); Insignificant Insolent Hulk (veronica!); Indecent yet aims to be Interesting Hulk (peixuan!); Insatiable Infatuable Hulk (diana!) new member of today: "Idiotic" Hulk (ben!, according to px) and boy, does our Hulk Family rock!

phew!
that took long man!

tomorrow's a longggg day ahead..
church + clubbing + daddy's side gathering + dad/mum's friends gathering

urgh and i've got to do poster and stuff for H3:(
don't know how to start!!!!
somebody..HELPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-babyiloveyouandi'llneverletyougo-

haha
i'm super happy and pleased(:
seb wore shirts of my 3 favourite colours consecutively(:
hahaha
first it was ORANGE, then RED, and finally GREEN on sunday!!
YIPEE!!
okay so the first 2 were coincidences after i told him i liked those 3 colours on the day we both wore orange together..but the last one was only after he managed to dig out that one lone green shirt!
haha yay!
seb is the best!

anyway,
ahxiang has listed the top 5+3 qualities he looks out for in his girlfriend/wife-to-be..
here goes (in no particular order) :
1). pleasant looking to the eye
2). have a correctly-featured face, not missing something
3). good character, able to communicate with him effectively, opinionated
4). understanding, fillial towards his mummy
5). can do housework to help his mummy out
6). has a mature sense of thinking
7). not ALL prim and proper, able to say bad words
8). eat big mouths of rice
haha with this, all i can say is that i really am a superbly-good good friend of his(: YES!!
since i definitely DO NOT fulfil all the above criteria..haha
and not that i want to be his girlfriend/wife either..
haha for a start,
3). i have this nagging feeling i might have some kind of problems trying to communicate with him..hmm most probably the lauguage barrier's fault! but at least i like and i can write 繁体字 okay!!
5). haha i can't do housework for nuts! i can't even help much during our church camps to clean up like mop floor, sweep floor, wash dishes, etc haha
6). hmm my sense of thinking isn't exactly mature if i say so myself..and considering the fact that even on my birthday i receive almost EVERYONE asking me to grow up and not have a mindset of a primary school kid or something..
7). i do say bad words haha..though maybe just not as bad haha like usually its just idiot and stupid or freak haha i'm a good girl!!
8). big mouths of rice?! haha weird! depends on my appetite and the food and stuff
haha ah wells..
i'd bet after this, many many many other girls out there will be trying to change themselves such that they fit this criteria or something..
come one man! just be yourself!

i doubt you'll see this but..
theo, don't be so troubled okay? take it easy!

i love ben(:
i shall ask him for his exact criteria one day and write it here haha
i'm sure chuapeixuan (aka mrs yanyalun) wants to know! haha
btw, px, i really think you should buy the PLAY mag with him on the front cover!