YESTERDAY 10th SEPTEMBER 2008
marked the day when someone so dear left
left for good
left forever
left never to return again
that someone was so close yet so far
someone i took for granted at times
someone whom i held so tightly to deep down in my heart
so much so that i never realised that we were so close
somehow it just never dawned on me
the reason unknown
someone i don't usually deem as very important in my life
yet it is that same someone whom i ask all the nitty gritty favours from
someone who has heard me whine and gave in
someone who has heard me laugh and joined in
someone who has heard me cry and made things right again
someone who has heard me shout and knew to steer clear
someone who has heard me 撒娇 so so much
someone who has always been picking up after me
someone who has shared so much with me
it has all along been difficult for me to shed tears
but somehow now a tear has just descended as i type
so easily and so simply
why oh why is it so?
looking back on where we first met
i cannot explain and i cannot forget
you cannot be substituted man
well do you know you're the one?

SHIT.
I MISS YOU SO.
WHY'D YOU HAVE TO GO?

-i'llbethinkingofyouokay-